I Want to be Wanted

Boys desire. They always will. Boys want IT. They love IT. They live for IT. Why? Because Genesis 2:7. Simple as that. I want to be wanted. How am I supposed to be desired, if I'm not desirable? I am yet beautiful, but the boys want IT. Why don't they want a female who's nice, sweet, caring, funny...? Because they want IT. They hurt. They love. They adore. I want to be wanted. Expectations so high, but if they're not, anyone may have IT. IT. IT. Not my feelings, not my trust, nor my beauty. IT. They only want one who is willing to give IT, so they can finally receive IT. I want to be wanted. Does anyone also agree? I need to be me. So someone can finally see, the girl that is lusting to be free. I want to be wanted. To be loved, not used. To be cared, not abused. To be yearned, not to have my image confused. I want to be wanted...