Loneliest

I feel so lonely. Ever so lonely. I feel like no one is going to help through this hurt. It's like skydiving without the protection and the assurance of the parachute. I am lost, and wandering through my thoughts. No one sees my crying out, no hears my faint plead. I want to be removed from this state. Smiles aren't happiness, and laughs aren't comfort. All I see is the time ticking around the clock. Counting down seconds of the day meant for more than misery. I am not okay, and I am not safe.