Why does it seem that every breathing body hates me?
Every new day, a new problem awaits me.
Every sole betrays me?
I used to let these issues not even phase me.
All this hurt,
All this pain
All this negativity
Pours onto me,
Mocking rain
I try to hold the tears
Thinking that might show my fears,
but through these years
I've heard so much in these untroubled ears
I'm ready to disappear
Because now I feel the end drawing near.
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
Elpisopsis
The only trusting love
is the one that comes from above
is the one that comes from above
Accepts all forms of pain and hurt
From the lost trust and feeling of desert
When the hope of healing and better days,
Slowly start to slip away
Slowly start to slip away
Remember and say,
"Suffering does not last forever,
your unfailing love, loves me through whatever.
Your precious hands crafted me so fine, made the same Being who turned water to wine.
You mend all that is brutally broken, you are already fixing what has been confessed and what has yet to be spoken.
Your love lasts forever and more, you are able to end this internal war.
Though I sometimes fail to obey, you still give me another day.
And even then, you forgive all my sins.
In your beautiful name, I say "Amen.""
Wednesday, October 15, 2014
35
Just because I smile doesn't mean my heart isn't sore
I'm waiting, but I don't know what for.
Maybe for you to confess your love to me once again
I remember how good it felt back then
Thirty-five days have passed
Since the moment that we thought we would last
But if we compare and contrast
All of our moments
I feel more and more broken
Tears fall to my lap
Just by thinking of taking you back
Thirty-five days have gone by
It's gradually becoming easier to keep my head held high
Your smile could melt my heart
I was definite nothing would ever tear us apart
But no, this isn't just directed towards you
But to the girls who also believed that their love was true
May this keep you all wise
From being hurt by those seductive lies
Harm in disguise
It's the thirty-fifth
Since you were the only one I wanted to be with
And the only way I'm able to cope, is by writing this.
I'm waiting, but I don't know what for.
Maybe for you to confess your love to me once again
I remember how good it felt back then
Thirty-five days have passed
Since the moment that we thought we would last
But if we compare and contrast
All of our moments
I feel more and more broken
Tears fall to my lap
Just by thinking of taking you back
Thirty-five days have gone by
It's gradually becoming easier to keep my head held high
Your smile could melt my heart
I was definite nothing would ever tear us apart
But no, this isn't just directed towards you
But to the girls who also believed that their love was true
May this keep you all wise
From being hurt by those seductive lies
Harm in disguise
It's the thirty-fifth
Since you were the only one I wanted to be with
And the only way I'm able to cope, is by writing this.
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